I haven’t picked up my camera that much to make personal family photos lately.
Sometimes I find myself wanting to document everything. To photograph you, as my kids, before you grow up, to remember what it was like before you grow up and move onto the next stage in your life.
Sometimes, and more often lately, I just want to put down my camera or bring it outside, but left in its bag, and, instead, be in the moment with you. To be solidly present even if it means fewer photos taken.
I am reassured by my friends, both mothers and photographers, that it’s ok to have times like these. The days are short, but the years are long. There will always be time to make photos while there are fewer opportunities to be present in the moment. Because time is always moving and, more importantly, you’ve both taught me to appreciate being in the present. Something that I didn’t really value in my life before becoming a mother. I was always chasing the next goal or the next opportunity, rather than being still and enjoy the time we have together.
Of course, I would never stop making photos of the two of you. Photographs show you who you were in that moment in time and connects you to the people you were with or places you were in. It helps you to feel that you belong and find comfort in the love that surrounds you.
It’s also my visual love letters to you.
Some photos from the archives and in more recent times - a new project series titled ‘From the kitchen table’.
This is part of Artefact Motherhood - a collaboration of artists/mothers from around the world. Sharing stories of the joys and struggles of our journey. Our hopes and dreams for our children. With little nuggets of wisdom here and there. These are more than photographs with dates written on the back. These are the artefact we are leaving behind for children and the generations to come.
Go to the next artist and a wonderful photographer in our blog circle, Kirsty Larmour.